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Sparkling angel I believed
You were my saviour in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn’t hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I’ll lead them to your door.
There’s no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cuz I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they would turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn’t see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,
I’ll lead them to your door
There’s no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they would turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
It doesn’t give you a reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they would turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

For so long I’ve tried.
Could not close my eyes.
When you became an outcast in this life.

Again and again I try
to understand the demons inside your head,
but the truth is you love them to death.

Now, I know it’s the last time I have tried
to lift you up to make you fight.
Nothing is ever easy in life.
I can’t change it if you don’t have the will deep inside.

I have been blind to how you justify
everything that you’ve wasted in this life.

Got lost in the illusion,
I’d find a solution for the demons in your head,
but the truth is you love them to death.

Now, I know it’s the last time I have tried
to lift you up to make you fight.
Nothing is ever easy in life.
I can’t change it if you don’t have the will deep inside.

You can blame and you can hide
behind what is wrong and what is right.
Life is the choices we make
I hope you’ll awake before it’s too late.

Now, I know it’s the last time I have tried
to lift you up to make you fight.
Nothing is ever easy in life.
I can’t change it if you don’t have the will deep inside.

more often than I’d like to admit… but who cares.. 

All I want is your understanding
As in the small act of affection
“Why is this my life?”
Is almost everybody’s question

And I’ve tried
Everything but suicide
But it’s crossed my mind

I prefer peace
Wouldn’t have to have one word of possession
But essentially I’m an animal
So just what do I do with all the aggression?

Well I’ve tried
Everything but suicide
But it’s crossed my mind

Life is a one-way street, and if you could paint it
I’d draw myself going in the right direction
So I go all the way – like I really really know -
But the truth is I’m only guessin’

And I’ve tried
Everything but suicide
Oooh but it’s crossed my mind
Just a thought

It’s even dark in the daytime
It’s not just good – it’s +Great Depression+
When I was lost I even found myself
Looking in the gun’s direction

And so I’ve tried
Everything but suicide
But yes – it’s crossed my mind
But I’m fine…..

It’s going to be a lone journey for some time. Quite hard to reach me here. Whoever wants to try be my guest. My mind is already gone and only one can make it get back. But that one I may not play with. Friends stay friends.

I’ve seen it with my own eyes
How we’re gettin’ otherwise
Without the luxury of leavin’

The touch and feeling of free is
Untangible technically
Something you’ve got to believe in

Connect the cause and effect
One foot in front of the next
This is the start of a journey.

And my mind is already gone
And though there are other unknowns
Somehow this doesn’t concern me.

And you can stand right there if you want
But I’m going on
And I’m prepared to go it alone
I’m going on
To a place in the sun that’s nice and warm
I’m going on

And I’m sure they’ll have a place for you too oohoohoo

Anyone that needs what they want, and doesn’t want what they need
I want nothing to do with
And to do what I want
And to do what I please
Is first of my to-do list
But every once in a while I think about her smile
One of the few things I do miss
But baby I’ve to go
Baby I’ve got to know
Baby I’ve got to prove it

And I’ll see you when you get there
But I’m going on
And I’m prepared to go it alone
I’m going on
May my love lift you up to the place you belong
I’m going on
And I promise I’ll be waiting for you oohoohoo

I’m going on
And I’m prepared to go it alone
I?m going on
To a place in the sun that’s nice and warm
I’m going on
And I’m sure they’ll have a place for you to oohoohooo

Don’t follow me !!!

Girl: I-I need space. I need the time to just figure out who I am, you know? And it’s not you, it’s totally not you, it’s me and it’s, like, the timing of it. I’m trying to find out who I am, and I can’t really do that if I’m still trying to find out who you are at the same time, you know?

Guy: Uh, can I get an extra plate please?

Girl: I feel like we gave it a really good go, you know? but it’s just, it’s time for us to move on?

Guy: For you?

Girl: You do realize I?m breaking up with you, right?

Guy: That’s the strange thing. It’s actually yours now. I don’t know why it works this way but, I’m never gonna be able to get over you, and so, from now on, every girl that I meet will be meticulously compared to you and, unfortunately, none of them will be able to measure up to the false memory of what you and I once “had”.

Girl: Well, maybe I can just keep it for a little while, like, use it for small things, like, I don’t know, when I have really shitty day or I need someone to talk to. Or if I need someone to move something really heavy. And then, eventually, I’ll give it back to you when we both find someone new.

Guy: Unfortunately, it won’t work that way.

Girl: Why not?

Guy: Well, now that you have my heart, I’m pretty much an empty cavity inside, for a lack of a better term: heartless. I will now treat each woman I meet with a passive-aggressive contentiousness that will ruin relationship after relationship for many years to come.

Girl: I really treasure your friendship, so much. Hello? Are you even listening to me?

Guy: No.

I got some bad news this morning
Which in turn made my day
When this someone spoke I listened
All of a sudden, has less and less to say
Ohhhhhh how could this be?
All this time, I’ve lived vicariously
Who’s gonna save my soul now?
Who’s gonna save my soul now?
How will my story ever be tollllld now?
How will my story be tollllld now?

Made me feel like somebody
Hmmm, like somebody else
Although he was imitated often
It felt like I was bein myself
Is it a shame that someone else’s song
Was totally and completely dependant on
Who’s gonna save my soul now?
Who’s gonna save my soul now?
I wonder if I’ll live to grow old now
Gettin high cause I feel so lowwwww down

And maybe it’s a little selfish
All I have is the memory
Yet I never stopped to wonder-ahhhhh
Was it possible you were hurtin worse than me
Still my hunger turns to greeeeed
Cause what about what I neeeeeed?!
And OHHHH~! Who’s gonna save my soul now?
Who’s gonna save my soul now?
Ohhhh I know I’m out of control now
Oooh-oooh, tired enough to lay my own soul down